~4/8/12~

pristwe ney xkn aq lpe un smpai bebile...date ney jgk sempena rmdhan yg ke 16..nk tau pew citer nye 0k j0m ikut aq jelajah cter ney...mse 2 r00mate senget aq ajak aq kua brbke at lau tp aq t0lak cz ntah la npe aty aq brat sgt nk fll0w..dye p0wn ciap2 tuk kua aq bt mke kering jew tgk dye kelam kabut duk t0uch up..haa mne tau kua2 dpt jmpe jd0h kew kn3x.....ciap pnye ciap kete mmbe dye p0wn dtg jmput at dpan umh..s0 pg la dye brsme tmn2nye 2..aq mse 2 mang xdew ase lngsung nk kua..lam pale aq dh set tuk msak mggi jew tuk brbke..mklum la bkak p0se s0wng2 jew an.. tetibe aq dpt stu text dr mmbe sep0li aq,isi text 2 tnye aq nk bkak at ne..0wwhh aq hmpir lpe yg sbl0m blik dr p0li td kt0wng dh brtext2 mse 2 la aq dh gtau dye yg tman senget aq nk kua bkak at lua but aq xnk fll0w..2 yg dye isau aq duk ses0wng at umh..brblas2 text dye p0wn ajak aq bkak at lua aq akur jew mlas nk pk pnjg..dye plan nk bwak aq pg at tmpat tman senget aq 2 pg..mne lg k.perlis gk laa..s0 aq p0wn ciap2 la tuk kua nan dye...kt0wng grak dlm kul 5.45 cm 2 r...sakt gk lak pinggang aq nk smpai at sne..al mklum la nek mt0 jew..huhu c0ver2 la sket xm0 dye tau yg aq sakt pnggng...lbh kurang 2 jam gk aq nan dye mnarik ats mt0 hahahahaa xley blah...smpai jew at sne bwu lega sket...sakt at pnggang aq ney bwu rngan ket p xpew la nk kua bkak at perlis pnye psal sngg0p huhuhu....kt0wng trus hala msuk at lam kdai2 yg ad at c2 n pley tmpat tuk dduk r pew ag...lmbt2 xdew lak tmpat kt0wng nk duk t...dh 0rder mnum s0 time tuk pley menu brbkak lak..kt0wng pg tgk ikn then pley ikn siakap msak stim+t0myam ayam+ udang g0reng cel0p tpung..ikn yg kt0wng pley 2 pling kcik tp still nmpk bsar sab0 jew laa..smbil2 tggu menu kt0wng ciap dmsak kt0wng sembang smbil2 tggu wk2 brbkak...mmbe aq 2 nmpk cumel sgt..mke dye snyum dye hei bley cair aty aq net dbtnye...dye s0wng yg epy gudlucky... caring sgt nan aq...mse kt0wng brsme aq xlpas un pluang pndang mke t0mei dye 2...ntah dye psan kew x mse aq duk usha tgk mke dye 2...h0pe2 xpsan laaa..lau x hurrrrmmm mlu la aq dbtnye...tbe jew time bkak kt0wng p0wn sme2 la jln an kwajipan kt0wng 2.dye lyn aq bak puteri....amek an lauk tuk aq ya Allah xpnh ag aq ase sume 2 mlen an fmily aq jew yg lyan aq cm 2..tgk jew lauk lam pnggan aq hmpir hbs dye twus ceduk amek an ag then ltak an lam pnggan aq...aq bley byg an btape r0mntiknye dye ble dye brsme nan awek dye...hahahaha mlangnye aq bkn awek dye skdar tman bese2 jew...tp aq ad grau2 nan dye n mnx dye jd "cinta plat0nik aq"dye juz ckp lau dye jd cnta plat0nik aq 2 t dye trpkse serah an aty dye at her0 len smate2 nk hepy an aq hahahahahaaaa kn0n2nye nk tru ala2 cter HACKS r....senget t0l....mang skunk aq ngah cri s0wng tuk jd tman plat0nik aq but s0wng p0wn xsdi hurrrmmm mklum laa aq ney xcumel cm 0wg len...bese2 jep..p0y0nye byk mne laki mau..aq hrap prshbtan kt0wng akn kkal smpai ble2...dlu aq hnye ad s0wng jew tman senget but n0w dh tmbah s0wng ag tman senget aq..haaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaahaaa...aq xnk hilang dy0wng...l0ve u all lju2....

~tEman SenGet syE~

Assalamualaikum!!!
          berjmpe lg kte kli ney...0k hr ney cik Gades nk cter sal si senget sye ney..lau u all nk tau kmne jew gades p mzt ad si senget ney xde dye mknenye xlngkap la kt0wng smpaikn ad 0wg duk ckp yg we all ney kmbr siam tau ark..heii pape p0wn we all xkesah aslkn we all xde bt bnde yg slh un..slalunye lau gades nk kua jmpe that s0me0ne yg gades ase s0me0ne 2 xbape b0ley dhrap haa si senget ney laa yg akn jdik mngse f0ll0w gades s0 spe2 yg ad niat jhat at gades p0wn xley nk bt pape cz si senget ney ad...s0 2 slh stu cre gades nk bnteng dri gades adlah bwak dye kua sme2 nan gades...huhuhu...kn 0wg tue2 ad ckp lau nk kua jgn kua brdue jew ngn laki ktew kne bwk slah s0wng tmn cz ble kua brdue haaa mkhluk ke 3 akn mncul..ble mkhluk 2 mncul tau sje la un pew yg akn jdik..hihihihi....dye p0wn sme jew cm gades lau nk jmpe that s0me0ne p0wn gades mzt jdik mngse fll0w dye gk..hurrmm kekadang 2 0wg yg nk bwk kt0wng kua 2 nek fed up dbtnye cz sllu brkpit jew...hihihi...2 sume tuk kselamtan kt0wng bknnye nk kne un sesapa p0wn s0 hrap jgn slh fhm yea...tp un gades plik jgk kmne jew kt0wng kua mzt ad mte2 yg mmndang..ble pndng 2 mcm nk tlan jew..tat0t plak kt0wng dbtnye..ntah apew yg dtgk p0wn xtau laa...heii dunie2...tp kt0wng bhgie laup0wn xde tmn amai spt ane 0wg len.. kt0wng dh ckup epy tmbh2 ag ad nye mmbe2 umh yg skepala n mmhami... xde gne hdup pnuh dkelilingi kwn2 tp ble tbenye time susah sume kwn2 ilang..hurrrmmm 2 la yg pling gades tat0t...hid0p ney kt0wng xde nk mnyusah un sesapa..k laa smpi cni jew dlu ct0wy gades..t ktew jmpe lam ct0wy yg akn dtg yew...bubbye...

~aWk!!!!!~

dh lme xbrtmu 4 mte brsme dye...ntah ble pluang yg akn aku dpt tuk brjmpe dye...dye p0wn sme cm aq nk sgt jmpe...mne x nye dh bpe bln kt0wng xjmpe...bese la dye bz ngn kje dye nk blik kg mang ssah tuk dpt cti...kt0wng hnye dpt cntact mlalui f0n jew tp xpew la yg pnting dye sntiase igt aq...ney la khidupan cinte jrak juh..msing2 rela n ske sme ske s0 kne la tnggung pew yg drsekn skunk t0l x??aq sgt mrindui drinye aq hrap 1 awy t Tuhan akn bri pluang tuk kt0wng brjmpe...Insyaallah...papew p0wn aq ttap akn stie mnunggu dye...kt0wng dh jnji akn sesama jge hbngan ney....hrap xde papew ujian dr yg Esa yg bley mngg0yangkn hbgan ney...sye syg awkk....

uJian....:'(

assalamualaikum pmbuka bcara..dh lme aq xupdate bl0g aq ngn kesah hdup aq ney but hr ney aty aq mndsak aq tuk mnulis critenye..tnpe mlengah an mse aq nk truskn sje niat aq td..semlm ble aq 0n jew my fb tetibe aq nmpk stu picx yg dh dtag ats nme dye..picx trsbut adlah picx s0wng gades yg sgt manis...sgt mnis lau nk dbnding ngn aq 2 mang juh beza bgai lngit nan bumi..bese la an aq ney s0wg yg smple2 jew but that gurlz pndai brstyle nan slendang2nye..s0 sweet larh..mte ane yg xtrg0da ble tgk her picx..sbel0m ney p0wn aq dh pnh tgk picx dye dtag ats nme that pers0n tp aq bt2 xtau jew n mmujuk aty aq yg sume 2 juz 4 fun but smlm prkre msh brulang...aty mne yg xsakt ble mlihat sume 2..yes i kn0wn aq xbrhak nk mrh2 an dye tuk sume 2 cz fb msg2 pers0nal..aq xbt sume 2 smate2 nk jge aty that pers0n n xnk dye cdey 0r kcewe tgk sume 2 tp dye ad pk sume 2 pd aq sbliknye trus trusan  mnyalahkn dri aq...pg td ble aq trjge dri td0 spt bese rtin hrian ku celik jew mte trus mncri2 my f0n tuk mnyel0ngkar isi perutnye...sngguh mngejutkn aq ble bce stu teks yg sgt mnyentuh psaan aq n mmbt an aq ase stu khilngan besar lam id0p aq skli  lg...ayt2 yg trkndung lam teks 2 mnampakkan aq yg brslah dlm hal ney...ini lah isi kndungn teks yg that pers0n bg at aq "SUDAH LAH..KLAU DRI 2 XSYEZ DLM HBUNGAN CKP JEW..XPRLU REKA ALASAN TUK PERGI..LEPASKN PD DYE??HAHAHA..XYAH LAH NK KLUAR AYT BD0H MCM 2..EVEN U KN0W YG I XDE PE2 NGN DYE..TRUSKN..KLU XLEH NK H0RMAT HBGN ME WTH MY AN0THER FREN,U ALS0 JGN BRKWN NGN SPE2..WANI P0WN XYAH..TP XLEY KN??XLEY KN??SBB ASYK U JEW YG BTUL..APEW I BT SMUE SLAH.FINE..THANKS SGT2..DH XYAH REPLY EVEN MCM MNE P0WN I CINTAKN U..U XKN PNAH PRCYEKN I..PRGI PD DYE??HAHA..XYAH WAT AYT CM I NEY PNJHAT N U 2 NK BRK0RBAN..I SYG U SEIKHLAS ATY I N 4 UR INF0RMATI0N,I PN AD RSE SAKT,CMBRU TGK U LYN 0RG LEN TP I BLAJAR SBAR...I XSUH U BLAJAY TP BLE HBNGAN KTE U SH0ULD LEARN H0W T0 BE M0RE MATURED IN RELATI0NSHIP..DH LA CKP PNJG P0WN XGNE..CINTA I PD U XKN PNH BRUBH..U GURLZ YG TRAKHIR YG AKN AD LAM HDUP I..ASSALMUALAIKUM...hurrmmm 2 laa yg mmeningkn aq skunk...tp yg aq tau skunk aq dh khilngnnye..bru brniat tuk pg brcti dtmptnye n tket p0wn dh dtmph ble dpk an lek aq dh xde hk tuk truskn niat aq 2..lau aq trus pg p0wn hnye sia2 aq xkn dpt brjmpe 4 mte dgnnye..aty aq hncur...dlm kls f0kus ku tuk bljar trgnggu dek msalh ney..aq xnk trus bgini..bntu xtau bgaimne ag cre tuk aq dpt ktenangan lam id0p spt ane 0wg len..xde spe yg akn mnemani aq lg...aq trlalu syg kn dye tp aq dh khilngnye...

piLihan tErbEk tUk aQue...

s0aln yg slalu mnari2 lam fkiran aq akhrnye dpt dslesaikan..aq dh bt kputusan aq tuk mmilih spe yg trbek d antre mrk brdue...dlm pnilaian trsebut aq dpt ase spe yg trbek tuk brsme ngn aq smpai ke akhrnye..aq trpkse mnipu mrk tuk mmbntu aq mnyelesaikn msalah yg aq alami skunk..dngn cre ini aq dpt pew yg aq cri..c0wey dear aq trpakse... if i d0n't d0 like that i can't make a ch0ice...dlm hid0p s0wng pmpuan juz tuk s0wg laki..hti kcil aq ney hnye mmpu mnempatkan nme s0wg laki dgn itu aq dh mmbt kputusan yg aq mmlih Z...keikhlasan dlm drinye itu jlas klihatan wlaup0wn aq xnafikn yg sbl0m ini dye pnh kcewakan aq...aq sdar tiap2 mnusie cptaan Allah S.W.T xlpas dr mlakukan ksilapan dgn itu aq cbe memaafkan ksilanpanyye tu n akn bkak bku bru tuk kmi brdue...h0pe dye lah cnta prtme n trakhir aq...

kELiru :)

yg mne ptt aq pley...S taup0wn Z??aq bngung apew prlu aq bt??aq xnk kcewakan aty mne2 phak..aq sygkn kdue2nye xnk khilngn slh s0wg dr mrk..dy0wng trlalu istmwa bgku...sukar tuk aq mmbt plihan yg trbek..kdue2nye brkn kbhgiaan yg xpnh aq rse slame ney...ya Allah brilah ptunjuk kpd hmba mu ini spye aq dpt mmbt plihan tnpe mlukakan aty kdue2nye...jika aq mmilih Z bgaimne dgn S tp jika aq mmlilih S pew akn trjd pd Z...aq buntu...aty kcilku ini hnye mmpu mnjge aty s0wng jejaka tp pew yg jd pd idupku ini adalah brbeza dr pew yg aq sngkakan...bntuilah aq ya Allah....

~kEhILanGan~

 skli ag bnde yg dlu kmbli trjd lam dri aq...mse brade lam kls semic0n td aq tringat lam prjlanan ke p0li ad stu nada mmbri isyart stu text msg dr s0me0ne msuk s0 aq mmbia an text 2 n trus mnuju ke kls..ble tringat akn hal tu  mnyel0ngkar isi prut my hepi tetibe aq trbce stu text "salam,tolong jaga diri baik-baik,saya lepaskan awak bukan sebab tidak sayang tapi saya tak mampu bahagiakan awak..maaf saya tak mesej lama,saya betul-betul dalam masalah..tolong jaga diri betul2.."aq trsentap ble read the text skaligus bji2.prmata mmbasahi kl0pak mteku n trus mmbasahi pp...stuasi trsbut dpt dksan 0leh 2 shbat aq..tnpe aq smpat brbuat pape shbatku trus-trusan brtnye pdku apkah sbbnye..aq xdpt nk mmbri jwapan at s0aln shbatku itu lalu mnghlurkan hepi aq kearah slah s0wng dr mrk tnpe brfkir pnjang mrk trus mncpainye n mnyel0ngkar isi yg trknd0ng lam hepi trsbut...aq blur xtau pew yg ptt aq lakukan tuk kuat an smngat mnempuhi sume dugaan yg dtg 2..xlme kmudian stu paper test di edar 0leh lec aq cz mse 2 dh djnjikan tuk adakn stu test akhir sbl0m aq mlangkah msuk dwan final exam..sgale bnde yg aq stdy hlang..ya Allah tuhan sje yg tau tntang psaan aq mse 2..aq trus brd0a agr pew yg trjd 2 dpt dlupakn sketika shingge tmatnye mse tuk jwb test trsebut....aq jwb smmpu yg aq tau...slbihnye aq srahkan pd ys esa tuk tn2kan nsb aq..id0p aq xtnang..sgale bnde yg aq lkukan srbe xkne..pd mlmnye plak aq ad test tuk sbjek mate...stuasi still sme...xde pew yg brubah,aq trpkse kuat an dri tuk mlupakn sume yg trjd spt xde pew yg brlaku pd dri aq..aq brsyukur pd tuhan cz bri an kbenaran sbl0m aq mnempuhi final trbsar lam id0p aq..lau pew p0wn trjd aq ttap ingin mngucap an tme ksh pd drinye cz mmbri ksemptan pd aq mrasai ksh syg drnye laip0wn sume 2 hnye sketika..aq ckup bhgie brsme dgnnye...aq hrap kputusan yg dye lakukan ney bek tuk drinye maup0wn dri aq...aq sntiase d0akn kbhgiaan tuk drinye..msalah yg mlande drinye e2 akn jmpe jln pnyelesaiannye t..insyaallah...