h0LiDay parT 2

dlm 0tw p sne byk gler rintngan yg kt0wng hdapi..yg plik nye kt0wng xjmpe jln kua dr kdh ney..duk pusing2 pat yg sme.ikt jln aq p0wn xjmpe jlm mmbe aq p0wn xjmpe xtau la npe sdang an lau nk diikt an 2 aq dh byk kli dtg blik jln 2 but that t0ninght lngsung xdpt ptunjuk....nauzubillah tuhan sje yg tau...tnpe buang mse kmi twus an jgk prjlanan 2 lau nk diikt an aty nk jew brmkim at a.star 2  n smbung prjlanan esk awynye tp nk bjet mse twus an gk laa....jln pnye jln tetibe aq trnmpak stu signb0ard tnjuk arah nk p baling s0 pew ag tnpe pk pnjg kmi ikt jln 2..glap si0t jln 2..stu kete p0wn xlalu..pelik beben0..tetibe ad stu chye suluh ke arah kete kmi..trkjut aq dibtnye cz aq yg nmpk..ahh bia an laa...tetibe mmbe aq brek kete nan kuat trsungkur aq dbtnye...kmi tgk skeliling area pat 2 sgt mnak0tkan dh la glap gelite stu lmpu sp0tlight jln p0wn xde...tgk an keadaan jln 2 cm bwu nk bt jew...huh...sngguh mnyeram an..aq pew ag suh dye pth blik laa lau twus an jgk mmm xtau la msalah pew plak yg ad at dpan 2..dlm prjlnan 2 kmi nmpk ad stu pat 2 ad bbrape 0wg laki mybe 0wg at area 2 laa k0t..aq suh si mmbe aq ney p trun tnye jln tuk ke baling xpk pnjg dye bnti jew kete n trun tnye.kate 0wg tue2 mlu brtnye mkn lngsat la jwbnye an..huhu...lme jgk la si minah 2 p tnye..aq tgk 0wg 2 tnjuk arah jln kua ngn brmcm gaye..haaa nmpknye mcm ad ptande jew kmi dpt kua....ciap sume mmbe aq msuk lam kete n twus grak at arah yg 0wg 2 tnjuk td..mse ngah jln dye gtau at aq yg jln kte0wg msuk td 2 dh t0l but jln 2 bwu jew nk dbt gjah p0wn slalu duk men at area 2..perghhh nsb bek laa pusing lek..ptt ler ad 0wg sluh td upe2nye dye bg isyarat spye pusing lek...tuhan msh mnyayngi kmi..stu prstu ptunjuk jln kua kmi jmpe..akhrnye kua jgk kmi dr ngeri 2...lam prjlnan 2 aq trlelap sketika tp ble bkak mte lek hahahaa.....btape gmbrenye aq ble trbce stu signb0ard yg mnyate an kmi dh msuk at dstinasi yg kmi nk tju 2...huh pew ag sgar twus la mte aq 2..ase nant0k 2 twus ilang...bbrape jam strusnye smpai la at umh mmbe aq 2...ase lega lam aty 2 mle brcmpur nan penat...aq xhrau an spe2 dh trun jew dr kete aq slm nan mmbe aq 2 n twus msuk umh cri p0rt yg s'suai tuk rebah n bdan aq yg pnt...lngsung xsdar pew yg brlaku at umh 2...sdar2 dh kul 2 ptg..fulamak bez gler tit0..pnt la kte an....brat t0l aty nk bngun dr pat tit0 tp xley la lau nk tit0 jew kjenye bisla sume pluang tuk aq jlajah tmpt yg aq nk pg 2..aq kuat an smgat bngun n bt pew yg ptt...stltle sume kje kmi p0wn grak laa at destinasi..mmg bez gler laa....dh ck0p 2 awy duk sne kt0wng p0wn blik kdh lek....mse nk tggl an mmbe2 aq 2 ad la jgk babak2 cdey at c2..hahaha....bg aq ney la 1st h0liday yg ad plbgai dgaan....cdey,tk0t,skt aty n byk ag.....sume knangan ney xkn aq lpe smpai ble2...

Satu h0LiDay xD rAnCanG

Assalamualaikum......hye....hurrrmmm...dh lame beben0 gades x update st0wy lam bl0g ney an....almklum la bz ket...huhu....papew p0wn kli ney gades ad st9 st0wy yg sesanad menarik....lam kesah s0wy ney ad bab suke,cdey,tak0t n yg pling pnting skali r0mance.....hehehe...

haaa...nk tau x pew kesahnye????0ke aque xm0 duk bt ayt2 pnjg lebar....aque nk mle an write st0wy yg  agk mnarik ney laaa....bg aque ney st0wy mnarik tp xtau la pd spew2 yg bce kesah ney t xmnarik kew an....2 aque mls nk amek p0rt sgt yg pnting aque dpt share kesah ney nan u all sume.... 

mukaddimah sket.....BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM......tnpe bzir an mse aq nk mle kesah ney.....
23.12.2011....hr apew???lau nk tau t p tgk at klendar erk...awy 2 s0wang mmbe aq ney dr kL dtg at tmpat aq study....s0 kn0nnye nk brcti at cni laaa...mkl0m la awg ngah durian runtuh la kte an....mse 2 aq bwu jew hbs bt pndftaran msuk stdy lek...aq nan si wani mcm bese la awez t0gether....mne jew aq pg ad la si mangkuk 2....huhu lau k0wng nk tau 2 la pggilan yg awez aq pggil dye....sme la dye p0wn...pggil jgk aq cm 2...mgkuk kau mgkuk aq....kuang...kuang.....aq kasi plan at wani nk suh mmbe aq 2 blnje mam KfC...phm2 jew la an aq ney hntu Kfc....s0 kt0wng pg la at sne.....0rder pnye 0rder mam pnye mam bis la mknan 2....kami brtige p0wn brsntai la at krusi yg xsberapa empuk at Kfc 2 brsuasane an airc0nd mcm ular swa kekenyangan  pas slesai tlan sek0r aym...perrrrggghhhh.... mang trbek laaa...

lme gk la kt0wg lepak at c2...pas 2 bnyi la stu s0re yg amat aq knl ney mngeluh kpuasan...dh xtau nkg mne ag...tau2 la an jtra ney pew yg ad...s0 aq p0wn bg idea nkp r0nde2 at a.star...tp msalah lak cz kt0wng brtige...tramsp0t stu jew 2 p0wn mt0 ksayangan aq....mne la nk muat nek amai2....mmbe aq yg dr kL 2 p0wn brcdang tuk sewa kete...aq ckpla sewa mhal la at cni...agp0wn aq xtau tmpat len tuk sewa....nsb bek la wani ney ad trigt yg ad pat len ag bley sewa keta yg lbh murah dr 2....s0 dye twus c0l mmbe dye yg pnh sewa keta at pat 2...hurrrmmmm...p0blem lak si bi0l 2 xm0 gtau..bt2 xtau2 lak...sengal t0l...msg2 mngeluh...tetibe si mngkuk 2 mnjrit n gtau yg dye ad save n0 mmbe si bi0l 2 yg pnh sewa skali nan bi0l 2....aq pew ag mle an la lak0nan aq n twus amek n0 0wg 2 dr wani n c0l tnye an sal sewa 2.....0wg 2 gtau aq tmpt trsebut...kbetulan lak tmpt yg dye gtau 2 aq tau haaa tggu pew ag twus la p sne....

slesai sume 2 kt0wng p0wn twus grak p destinasi yg kmi rncang td 2...hurh aq x la bpe mhir sgt nan  jln nk p sne tp bt2 mhir....hehe....akhirnye smpai jgk aq at sne....pusing pnye pusing lam a.s mall 2 stu brg p0wn aq xbli...xdew yg brknan at aty langsung...dgr2 cter tmpt 2 bez tp hampeh sket p0wn x...mls nk buang mse aq ajk dy0wg lek...mse lam kete 2 knonnye nk lek la aq p0wn bt2 tnye si wani sal cti krismas...dye ckp aq ad mse free 3 awy..huhu...tnpe pk pnjg aq ajk mmbe aq 2 p trengganu...tggu snbungan kesah ney lam bab 2

mEnCari kEpaStian......

hidup ney xsmstinye sntiase bhgie..kdang2 ksedihan akn trut hdir lam id0p kte ney..tpu la lau aq ckp yg aq xpnh mrasai kbhgiaan n ksedihan slame 19 ta0n aq id0p at dunie yg pnuh nan cabarn ney....ksedihan & kbhagiaan e2 adalh slh stu ujian dr yg maha esa tuk mkhluk cptaannye......dr c2 la maha esa dpt mnguji stahap ane s'0wg e2 dpt mnempuhi dugaan yg xhbs2 dtg mlnda drinye....

0ke la aq nk twus an nan ksah id0p aq lam tjuk d ats 2...skunk aq p0wn xtau npe tuhan mmilih aq tuk tmpuhi ujian ini...msalah yg dtg lam id0p aq ney xpnh2 hbs...stu per stu mncul..ble aq mle hmpir slesai an p0blem 2 mmmm dtg lak yg len...ad jew yg xkne..DUNIE...DUNIE...

tp aq xamek p0rt sgt sume 2...mls nk pk skt an aty jew..aq brusha tuk lpe an sume p0blem 2 tuk sketika nan cre pg at tmpt2 yg bkin aq tnang n lpe an sume 2...tp yg cdeynye tmpt yg aq pg 2 sumenye ad knangan yg bisa aq igt an lek saat2 bhgie dlu....ntah mngape kbhgiaan e2 x twus mnyelubngi id0p aq...sumenye brlku trlalu pnts shingge an aq xdpt nk mrasainye spenuh aty....ble aq dh tmui s'sua2 yg mbri bhgie at aq yg ilang sbl0m ney p0wn nan xdsngke2 mncul gk...sume ney mmbt an aq srba slh xtau nk bt plhan...msg2 mahu mmbri an sinar kbhgiaan nmun ble aq dh mle tuk mnyanyangi slh s0wng dr mrk ad lak yg dtg mnggngu shingge an aq khilangn sumenye...

bile stu prgi yg hdir pd mse yg sme trut hlang dlm skelip mte..dugaan apakh ney YA ALLAH.....smpai ble aq mzt hdapi sume ney...dgaan yg kau bri an pd ku ini mmbt an aq tk0t tuk mncri kbhgiaan lam dri aq...pew slh aq trhdap drinye shingge an dye prgi mninggl an aq tnpe sbrang n0ta..adakah kslahn yg x aq ktahui e2 trlalu bsar pd drinye...aq xtau smada dye msh ag hk aq taup0wn x...sume ney brlaku tnpe sbrng sbb...aq xpsti apakh status dri aq skunk n ingin mncri kpastian e2 tuk aq twus an khidupan aq tnpe sbrang ikatan lau t0l dye dh buang aq dr id0pnye... YA ALLAH KAU TUNJUK AN LAH KEBENARANNYE PADA KU.....aq trlalu mrindui drinye...aq redha nan sbrang kbenaran yg kau bkal tnjuk an pd aq t....'Jika rindu ini bertatah,aku harap biarlah untuk Allah. Andai rindu ini menarik resah kepadaMu aku pasrah. Andai pencarian ini masih belum kutemui,Ya Allah damaikanlah hati.Biarlah resah menarik sepi.Biarlah kecewa meratap pergi.Biarlah kasih mengikat diri.Ya Muhaimin kepadaMu aku mengadu hati. Serikanlah taman hati bukan pada fikirku tapi pada redhaMu..'

yG mnE hrUs aQue pLey!!!!!!!

dlm mse yg sme dy0wng dtg lami dup aq..pew sume ney???ya allah knpe kau mnduga aq sbegini rupe??mse aq prlu an s0me0ne lam id0p aq s0wng p0wn xmncul but n0w ble 0wg 2 dh dtg lam id0p aq mmmbri an snar kbhgiann yg len p0wn mncul skli tuk kmbli at aq....msing2 bt an id0p aq sgt bhgia....msing2 mluah kan isi aty at aq n brhrap yg aq dpt tme dy0wg lam id0p aq tp aq xtau yg mne prlu aq pley tuk jd tmn aq slme2nye....akif,c0ky,zaki & wan sume nye bt aq ase epy,bhgie sesanad...dy0wg tlh ilang an ksedihan aq lam mse yg sngkat tp knpe k0wng sume hdir tika aq dh ad 0wg yg aq syg????knape....knape...knape?????aq bntu...xtau nk pley yg ane stu...aq xnk kcewe an aty mne2 phak..lau aq pley slh s0wng dr dy0wng mcm mne nan yg len...pew psaan dy0wng...aq ykin dy0wng tn2 aq kcewe,hmpa....aq xnk sume 2 trjd antre mreka...mreka dh bt an id0p aq epy xkn aq lak yg nk hncur an id0p dy0wg....ya allah tl0ng la aq...bri an ptunjuk pd aque...bri la aq pluang tuk mmilih laki yg pling trbek antre mrk tuk jd tmn id0p aq slme2nye....kbetulan lak awy ney bzday akif...aq lngsung x igt...lam kul 10 pg td dye ad c0l aq...aq trkjut yg dye c0l at n0 cel aq...upe2nye aq lpe yg aq 0ff an n0 max aq 2...dye mnx aq 0n n0 2 s0 aq ikt jew laa...ble dye dh dpt cntact aq 1st questi0n yg dye tnye at aq adlah awyney bpe awybln....aq nan slmbe bdaknye jwb 3.11...bnde 2 xtrlintas skit p0wn at lam 0tak aq...."shue dh t0l2 lpe an abg??" aq blur n twus jwb "npe abg tnye shue cm2?" he said "shue t0l2 xigt even pew awy ney?"("x abg..npe ney???gtau laa...) ("0ke abg gtau...shue psang tlinge t0l2 n pk2 la erk...awy ney bzday abg...dr smlm ag abg tggu shue wish tp hmpe...tp xpew la abg truh hrapan ag smpai pg ney igt an ble abg bngun tit0 abg akn dpt msg dr shue wish at abg tp stu w0rd p0wn xde...msg dr 0wg len yg abg dpt...msg dr 0wg yg abg t0l2 syg xde...pew sume 2 syg????") aq trkedu sketika...xtau nk kate pew...npew sume ney  trjd???mcm mne aq b0le lpe???sdang an aq dh set lam f0n...aduusshhh aq dh hmpe an dye...dye mti an f0n nan psaan yg brcmpur baur...aq tau dye tnn2 kcwe nan skap aq tp aq xbr niat p0wn nk bt cm 2...awyney aq dh kcewe an akif...esk luse ntah spew lak....G0D PLEZ HELP ME.....;(

eg0 kah aque????

dlu aq nan dye dkre psangan kpel la but n0w x ag..huhuhu....mybe kt0wng xde jd0h la an...sjak aq clash nan dye aq brnekad dh ney nan dri aq xm0 cntact nan dye ag tp laup0wn aq xm0 dye still gk cntact aq..aq xlyn p0wn dye still usha tuk trus cntact nan aq...pnh la gk aq jwb f0n c0l dye n tnye at dye"k0 nk pew ag dr aq???pew yg k0 xpuas aty ag nan aq???"he juz said "aq nk kwn nan k0 la mngkuk...."mcm bng0k jep an...dye pggl aq mngkuk...sme ke mke aq nan mngkuk???x an.......t0mey aq ag dr mngkuk 2 asenye...xley blaa r k0 ney _ _ _ _ _huahuahuahua......lau spe2 tau jwapan tuk pngglan yg aq pggl at dye sila la cbe isi space ks0ng 2....haa 2 laa picx mamat sngal yg aq cter td...huhu picx t0l xdpt nk ltk at lam ney t xpsal2 awek ksyngan dye 2 mrh...alhmdullah la skunk aq dh dpt tme sume knyataan ney...tuhan dh bkak pn2 aty aq tuk twus tme dye sbg kwn jep....aq dpt beza an brkwn lbh msra dr kple....tiap kli dye c0l aq xsah lau xmnyakat aq...ad jew bnde yg dye nk skat aq...tp aq xkesah p0wn...aq ske nan sume 2....lau pape p0wn yg dh jdik antre kt0wank sume 2 ad hkmah....skunk ney dye dh mle sme an aq nan picx kartun at kfc lak....2 sume gare2 aq ske pg mam kfc....ad kew ptt dye ckp cm 2....K0 AD JEW BNDE NK SKAT AQ AN.....mmmmmmmm tabuh pala buang at laut bru ad akai......pas ney xtau la pew lak glaran yg dye kasi at aq.......SAB0 jew la.....Eg0 kah aQue????? x an........MIZ u LAA....huhuhuhuhuhuhu....(^_*).......PEACE......

epy bUzday dEaR.....

awyney 15 0kt 2011 adlh trikh pntg lam id0p aq yg awez aq igt....trikh ney xkn aq lpe an smpai kpan p0wn bc0z ia adlh trikh buzday my bel0ved papa..laup0n kt0wng dh l0st cntact but dye awez ad lam heart aq n xkn pnh sskli nme nye akn lpus lam k0tak fkiran aq...alhmdullh aq msh ag brksemptan tuk wish buzday dye....tuhan tlh mmbkak pluang pd aq...thanks g0d...lau dye change his num aq xkn brksemptan tuk sume ney but tuhan maha adil dye xbkak an pn2 aty my papa tuk change his num....i 0pe dye xkn change his num 4 ever..yg mmbt an aq trsntuh aty ble aq snd jew msg 2 dye twus eply my msg n ask me "wh0 this?? n thanks 4 the wish....may allah bless u" 2 je la kte2 1st yg dye bg at aq...mse 2 tuhan jew yg tau btape epynye aq....laup0wn aq xdpt mndgr suarenye d hari yg pnuh mkne ney dye eply msg aq p0wn dh kre 0ke...2 sume mmbkti an dye hrgai wish aq 2...thanks papa...eventh0ugh u kn0wn me have many b0yfrenz(mmbe laki) but my heart juz l0ve u n sume mmbe laki 2 juz tmn tika i'm l0nely....xde sape yg dpt gnti an place papa lam aty mama.....L0VE U 4 EVER N EVER...

......aLaMaKkkk!!!!!! cInTe dTg lagI..........

tbe2 dye mncul dlm id0p aq....mmg dlu dye pnh hdir lam id0p aq tp sbl0m ney aq dh ad 0wg len..aq xdpt tme dye dsbb an 2 la...but n0w ble that b0yz 2 tggl an aq tnpe sbb dye mncul kmbli....dye sring kli mncul pd wktu yg slh....bt mse skunk aq xdpt tme spe2 ag cz aty aq sdang drebut 0leh insan yg tlh lme trpisah nan aq...insan ney mncul lam id0p aq tika aq prlu an s's0wg......mmmmmmm epy sesanand.....tp dsbalik kgembraan aq 2 aq dh mngecewakan aty s's0wg.....cian dye...sllu kcewe nan kputusan aq..".awk maaf an sye...sye xdpt nk tme awk...mybe kte mmg dtkdir an xde jd0h"....itulah jwapan yg aq bg at dye.....jhat kew aq??aq bntu....mne ptt aq pley???dye  @ insan yg dlu hdir lam id0p aq sblum dye????I NEED S0ME0NE 4 HELP ME!!!!!!!